A F I G H T F O R L I F E I N M Y O W N W I N D O W S I L L

Monday, July 26, 2004

ok, so the tournament was totally awsome. i did pretty crap, but that really didnt supprise me as i was the youngest there.

i meet some really awsome people from uc davis, (like vinnie... how many other left handed itallians do you meet besides yourself?!). the coach there got on everyones nerves and carded me in two bouts. (yellow for "pushing", and red twice for "covering target area")... meh, it was all good tho.
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but i am totally tired and am totally bruised. *wrinkles nose

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i hate talking about myself. i would rather tell you that the title of this blog has to do with the silly fly that is trapped in a spiders web. as i type i can hear it buzz, fly screams. its all tied up and the spider is upon it, but it still lives. i am filled with the want to save it, the repulsion of the death of that fly and the awesome realization of this dog-eat-dog world.
ok, the fly just died. i wanted to save it, but i was too disgusted. and its how life is. (i guess i dont get outdoors too much : i spend it all indoors desiging pretty blogskins.) but now i feel like a bad person for letting the fly die.

this is the area that i designed especially for links and tagboards.

which i hate. i dont like being online, except to talk to my friends, submit skins and find pictures for more skins i prefer to spend my time fencing, or laughing, or eating, or just seizing the day.
i am getting a gutiar. i hope that will cut down my online time.
oh, wow. the spider just carried the now dead fly to its corner of its web. this is totally interesting, but i definitely wont be eating dinner.